I felt alone. God was not there. His presence was nowhere to be found. I said, "Where are you?" " Why can't I hear you?" "Help me". "Where are you?"
Nothing.
Not a sign or a sound not admonishment or adulation. Not sand or water.Not light or darkness. I was just alone.
Again I cried out "Where are you?"
Silence.
I prayed to the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit hoping I could hear a Word any Word. "Where were They?", I asked.
Then a private revelation. Jesus saying "I can't come there. I can never visit the nations of the world. Every moment of every day I hear their silent screams. Their screams are a constant crucifixion. My Father has shared creation with you and you destroyed His work. You have destroyed your work. "
"I tell you this. My father cries on His throne. He cries out, 'Where are they?... Where are My children?'"
Jesus continued, "The angels in heaven tremble at thought of My Father's revenge."
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
The Problems of Heaven
While praying I had a startling realization. Supposed at this very minute. I died and went to heaven. The moment that I entered the Pearlie gates paradise would no longer be perfect.
I am sure there are a lot of people there I just don't like. I am sure I will continue to be some form of my old obnoxious self. Now God could change my attitude but then it would not be me in heaven. Perhaps once I am there in the land of answers I will have a greater understanding of man and God and I will immediately understand the true meaning of salvation.
Or maybe in the very short time I have left I better put on the mantle of Christ, live the words of Jesus and fall deeply in love with God.
Maybe those who are there changed before they reach the promise land. Jesus died for my sins but did his death change my perspective of life, my personality, my attitude.
I am sure there are a lot of people there I just don't like. I am sure I will continue to be some form of my old obnoxious self. Now God could change my attitude but then it would not be me in heaven. Perhaps once I am there in the land of answers I will have a greater understanding of man and God and I will immediately understand the true meaning of salvation.
Or maybe in the very short time I have left I better put on the mantle of Christ, live the words of Jesus and fall deeply in love with God.
Maybe those who are there changed before they reach the promise land. Jesus died for my sins but did his death change my perspective of life, my personality, my attitude.
Monday, May 18, 2009
America a Magazine of Fads not Thruth
After 100 years it is great to see the America magazine keep up the Jesuit tradition of spiritual superiority rather than honest humility.
If we look at how many Catholics are attending church regular,how many children in a Catholic family, the lack of unity within the American church and the clergy scandal, we can easily conclude the number of new priests today is a miracle rather than a horror.
No one doubts the ability of married priests to tend to their flocks. But what America, canon 529-530 and Cardinal Egan does not realize is that family chores are more responsible more difficult and more important that priestly duties. The clergy and the supporters of married priests should realize that responsibilities inside the family are far greater than any responsibility outside the home including the priesthood. The idea that a man should sacrifice his family for he church is ridiculous.
To fix the priest shortage we can either pray for a thirties' depression and a world war returning to the days when the seminaries were jam. Or we can hope our priest can lead the faithful to full unity with the teaching of Christ which will raise the number of practicing faithful. It is when the laity is united with Christ will the number and the quality of the clergy rise. The clergy must realize the best way to serve Christ is to serve the family,the foundation of the church.
Concerning Obama invitation to Notre dame the lack of vision of Catholic intellectuals is baffling. The catholic universities,catholic Church,catholic education, catholic business and catholic faithful have only one primary function and that is to preparation for our eternal journey. Everything else is insignificant. President Obama is not pro choice he is pro abortion and pro sterilization (a way to reduce abortions). His promotion of contraception in Africa in spite of the successful abstinence program results in Uganda where HIV infection dropped dramatically has us wonder about Obama's moral perception and his philosophical make up. Obama is not the problem; the problem is the clergy who invited an abortion advocate on the grounds of a catholic university. This is the sign of the new Catholic hypocrite. The hypocrites who are religious and who are religious persons but pretend to worldly and wise. This hypocrisy tears at the soul of the individual. The church can not survive with hypocrisy nor can the church reach its glory with clergy who are ashamed of the teaching and witnessing of Christ and his church.*
*Response to editorial and comment in America magazine
If we look at how many Catholics are attending church regular,how many children in a Catholic family, the lack of unity within the American church and the clergy scandal, we can easily conclude the number of new priests today is a miracle rather than a horror.
No one doubts the ability of married priests to tend to their flocks. But what America, canon 529-530 and Cardinal Egan does not realize is that family chores are more responsible more difficult and more important that priestly duties. The clergy and the supporters of married priests should realize that responsibilities inside the family are far greater than any responsibility outside the home including the priesthood. The idea that a man should sacrifice his family for he church is ridiculous.
To fix the priest shortage we can either pray for a thirties' depression and a world war returning to the days when the seminaries were jam. Or we can hope our priest can lead the faithful to full unity with the teaching of Christ which will raise the number of practicing faithful. It is when the laity is united with Christ will the number and the quality of the clergy rise. The clergy must realize the best way to serve Christ is to serve the family,the foundation of the church.
Concerning Obama invitation to Notre dame the lack of vision of Catholic intellectuals is baffling. The catholic universities,catholic Church,catholic education, catholic business and catholic faithful have only one primary function and that is to preparation for our eternal journey. Everything else is insignificant. President Obama is not pro choice he is pro abortion and pro sterilization (a way to reduce abortions). His promotion of contraception in Africa in spite of the successful abstinence program results in Uganda where HIV infection dropped dramatically has us wonder about Obama's moral perception and his philosophical make up. Obama is not the problem; the problem is the clergy who invited an abortion advocate on the grounds of a catholic university. This is the sign of the new Catholic hypocrite. The hypocrites who are religious and who are religious persons but pretend to worldly and wise. This hypocrisy tears at the soul of the individual. The church can not survive with hypocrisy nor can the church reach its glory with clergy who are ashamed of the teaching and witnessing of Christ and his church.*
*Response to editorial and comment in America magazine
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